clubbers are the best drug users and electronic music rules!

just thought of this but i think clubbers have to be some of most proper drug users out there.
They can totally handle their drugs properly. they are great at partying.

people (ravers and disco dancers and clubbers) have been clubbing for a long time now. clubbers never stop clubbing. its a world wide phenomenon actually. electronic music and the drugs that go with them bring a loyalty scarcely seen. hippies started the drug movement which became more of a life style as did the electronic dance scene with “ravers” as they were once called and still are in most all of Europe.

I like to say party people. Electronic music and the drugs that go with them, E , embrace every type of person.The essence of electronic music and the scene that is birthed from it is one of everlasting party…forever.

A no worries feel good lets never stop good as it gets go till the dawn and beyond get down to you fall down mind expanding heart widening ecstatic beyond words light show out of this world bass booming build that carries on infinitely.

Electronic music and the scene that goes with it is completely open ended in that it has no end. It continues on forever as long as there is electricity. the music itself being electronic takes on any sound any rhythm and pitch any frequency until what you have is a music capable of producing infinite sonic possibilities.

Music evokes emotion. it also causes the brain to activate many areas associated with awareness outside of just hearing. Electronic music will someday build worlds complete in sound and vision..total worlds possibly. Music has the necessary components to stimulate areas of the brain that are essentially used to construct your daily world.
i dont doubt that there are frequency arrangements that composed in the right order with the right timing could mold cognitive processes in such that all senses could be altered - in that worlds would be built around you . . . and us if it were played for an audience.
im telling you electronic music is a mind opener, hands down.

Electronic music creates a trance like state in a listener. add drugs and thats a whole other story. it causes the body to move. To move in rhythm together as a whole. eventually melding a crowd into one bigger self. a whole from the parts.

This happens through repetition. the kick drum repeating over and over forever at a steady bpm (beats per minute) - typically 120bpm t0 140bpm . 120 also happens to be the speed of the average human heart rate. there is something so oddly organic at times about a music that is %100 born of circuits. its interesting that we learn life through the process of repetition and electronic music is built on this very concept. its completely nothing more than different lengths of sound arranged in different looped patterns. even the fabric of the sound itself is but a frequency oscillating , looping endlessly to create a tone.

Electronic music has the ability to transform. im not even sure quite how or what for that matter but it transforms something in your mind and body when listened too. we are electric currents. we run on electricity. this carries a certain frequency. electronic music is just that, electricity at a certain frequency. its a programming language for our spirit. its a way we have found out in which we can amplify our very moods, emotions…self’s. this is true of music in general but electronic music is special in that it is electricity out right. does not originate from any organic source but the minds that created it.

viva la techno!

..and viva la spellchecker.

IM REEEEICH BIIIITCH

this is just wild really

dreams

had to post on dreams.
I have the most detailed fully formed dreams every night. dreams where i am in places that i have never been or would not know where they were but that are so rich in detail as to be nothing short of real. people interacting with me, fully developed characters, plots that continue on - even when i wake up and go back to sleep. just the another night i was in a mall waiting in line to get a ice cream shake of sorts. the man in front of me was getting a peanut butter blueberry he was a black man and kinda in a hurry. i chatted with him about different flavors for a minute. when it was my turn i ordered a vanilla-chocolate ice cream shake from the two ladies behind the counter. when i got my shake , $2.75, and spilled the change onto the counter the girl said to me that if i gave her my name when i came back she would call me to the front if there was a line. something i guess they do for repeat customers.

” my name is gabrieal” i said.
she said ” what was that” , the usual response.
“gabrieal ..like the angel” i said
then she looks at me and goes
” i dont like angels …“

huh?
she then looks to the side for a moment then looks at me and in a low voice says
” when they talk to you, you think that only a minute has passed but then you find out that its actually been hours”

see what i mean , dreams are very real places. this girl of my dreams seemingly has a character separate from my own with its own opionions and views and what would seem like personal history.
i can remember exactly the scene as i write to you now.
dreams have to be real. i mean how can my brain create these mirages in my sleep that i can interact with as if in a real world? i say this because i can not see how my brain of its own accord can fabricate completely new and detailed really really detailed situations where i dont know what is going to happen next. yet somehow im actually creating it since it is my brain who is dreaming. weird stuff. it sorta fits in with how we can move through daily life and not think about our actions but can still at the same time contemplate what were going to have for dinner later, its like two forces are at work at the same time.

well more on dreams later i just woke up…

Riding horses fast would be fun..

i came upon this thought in the most strange way.

The WII by Nintendo for all of you who might not know has made its debut and to the praise of many. Head on over to www.wii.com and take a look at some of the videos of people using this sweet new game console.
i watched them and now im sold, looks fun and thats what matters. so yea i was watching the zelda trailer and the intro scene shows link riding a horse across this huge open grass plain. galloping toward the horizon. i suddenly realized how exciting that would have be to hold on to your horse as you speed like a bat out of hell toward a horizon knowing well it might take days to get to where you were headed. no roads, no convenient stores , no hotels, no street lights, just country - your horse - you and the adventure ahead. yea i got all this from a zelda video clip … But i realized in that moment of how i will never do that and how thats to bad cuz i can imagine that it would be quite a rush.
i thought wow we are so far from using horses for transportation now. to have gotten to do that would have been so wild. i mean i like my car in that i care for it ..most of the time… i like the color and think its a lovable little thing…i have feelings towards my car mostly - happy when it works hate it when it dont. so i can imagine what a deep relationship you would have to develop with your horse …considering it is a living creature vs a car which is metal and plastic. a horse is intelligent. doesn’t pollute the environment and i would expect could become quite a good friend over the years. maybe some day when we have used up all the oil and have not come up with any other means of transportation then maybe we will go back to the horse.

but i wonder does that fact that we have technology in every shape and size, what would seem at times like magic at our figure tips, be the cause of less caring in the world. less caring about people, planet and creatures, do to the fact that we have less need to be involved , daily, with our environment ? from the horse to the car to the train and plane. onto the computer where i dont even have to leave my apartment to communicate with people , globally for that matter. as great as technology is it removes us so completely from interacting with “life”. theres something that is missing. connection with the earth is lost. i mean when was the last time you rode over to your friends house on your horse and maybe had to camp out along the way? shoot these days i just send an email, drop a note on myspace, see who is on instant messenger or call if i have to on my cell phone. more on this later..

yea so check out the wii cuz man that thing looks cool.

Human development

very interesting outline of your first 5 years alive . reading through that it seems that at 5 years of age were pretty much ready to kick some ass. now i dont know about you but i dont think i can really remember a damn thing from when i was 5 years old. oh wait i remember …

lifes pretty good at 5.

it goes on to say “Until they reach the age of 15 or so they are not capable of reasoning as an adult.”

which is interesting because at 5 we are ready to deal with the world. but not until another 10 years will be be able to make sense of it, if even then.

ahh to be a toddler and crazy.

no space in space?

sound plays a major part in perceiving space, distance and giving depth to the scene at hand.

well what about in outer space. there is no air. there is no sound then to transfer the vibration needed to produce sound waves. no sound no space ..in space. what the fuck is space anyways. jesus christ people who makes this shit up. who’s the person who knows what space is and how did he find out. has he or she for that matter every been in space. i presume not. especially since it would seem that we implode if found wandering in outer space. not nice stuff , space , apparently.

but really though has anyone seen what space is or what it sounds like or feels like to the touch. does it taste like something? who knows…no one i guess.
wait im going to find out what space is right here and now ..ill google it. brb.

ok . right here read this i found.

What is space?

In space, no one can hear you scream. This is because there is no air in space – it is a vacuum. Sound waves cannot travel through a vacuum.

‘Outer space’ begins about 200 km above the Earth, where the shell of air around our planet disappears. With no air to scatter sunlight and produce a blue sky, space appears as a black blanket dotted with stars.

Space is usually regarded as being completely empty. But this is not true. The vast gaps between the stars and planets are filled with huge amounts of thinly spread gas and dust. Even the emptiest parts of space contain at least a few hundred atoms or molecules per cubic metre.

(wow , that’s a crowded room in my book!)

Space is also filled with many forms of radiation that are dangerous to astronauts. Much of this infrared and ultraviolet radiation comes from the Sun. High energy X-rays, gamma rays and cosmic rays – particles travelling close to the speed of light – arrive from distant star systems.

ok so for billions of light years in all directions beyond what we can even see and for that matter know about there are gas and dust particles floating about? you know it makes me think when talking about such huge amounts in numbers when talking about space, one has to see the way our planet begins to look like one of those specs of dust floating in space.

time to make the donuts

what you doing? he asked.
“makin donut’s” i said.

making donuts is my new code word for “doing nothing”

feel free to use that.

Its all a trick!

Isn’t it really wild how you can apply instant meaning and gather emotion from sound and image together. break them apart and they have far less impact. put them together and you effectively create a legit universe of sorts.

music without image leaves room for imagination to take over and be sculpted by the emotion from the music. this can leave much room for interpretation allowing you to imagine almost any scene as it were.

image can show us worlds never imagined. with out music it can lack emotional punch and showing us images leaves less room for imagination. the images is what we are seeing so that is it.

the two together are all consuming. a trick that the eye plays on us ..or is it the brain..most likely both. but in doing so , in being fooled into giving meaning to the situation were witnessing we might be falsely believing in something that is nothing more than our imagination at work.

in reality its our un-thinking at work which is constructing the confines of your daily life . image or rather light and sound are triggering cues that have been repeatedly given to us over many years, now activating and going to work. caused by signals that are light and sound.

Memory. light and sound are stored as memory. memory is then light and sound stored in your neurons and atoms and molecules. star dust from start to finish arnet we. light comes from many sources , an interesting topic in its self, but it is energy in the end. and it enters your brain as such. your brain stores energy.

a memory is nothing but light and sound stored in your brain. but heres the thing.
what is the process taking place that allows me to at the same time walk from the subway to my apt with out have to think about where i am going and where i need to go to get home. while at the same time thinking to myself about topics completely unrelated. how is it that i can do something without thinking about it? how is it that i can actually think about the fact that i dont think about how to brush my teeth but can instead sort of watch myself just go through the routine with no conscious thought? i ask you that.

Memory. sometimes i like to say its not that we learn anything new but yet just remember how to do things we already knew how to do but just needed to remember how to do them. in other words our bodys come with the knowledge to do anything demanded of them. it just takes memory. commit something to memory and use that memory daily to perform some action and eventually you wont have to think about how to do the action but will merely do it as if by magic suddenly. and this is how your world is built. our world. we are all doing this.

Could you imagine having to learn how to walk or talk again? it took years of practice to learn how to do that without thinking. what now seems like the easiest thing in the world took us many years to get just right.
just try learning another language and you quickly realize that if your dont speak it everyday you quickly forget almost everything.

Reality is nothing but memory. 100% memory. right now you can only understand what i am even writing because you memorized the alphabet and the grammar that goes along with the English language. not to mention that even i myself am nothing more than a gathering and retaining of memories. you are a memory right now in my mind. kinda freaks you out dont it. yea.

Memories are history, its what history is . the future does not exist because there is no memory of it but only of yesterday. why do you think they say history repeats itself. so if all we are going on is memory than were living in a pretty fucking fragile construct because we all know how good our memory is ….what was i reading….you know whats his name….when was that again…where did i put those drugs …fuck! you get the point.

To know how we learn is the key to the impossible.
To use that key to your benefit is power.

god is in the details

nothing is as it seems. this is never more true then when you get down to the details.

more on this later. the grand illusion people. look closer at the big picture and you see that in the details there is nothing that resembles reality as you see it not even remotely.

what is the new drug …and where can i get some.

where are the soldiers of rebellion. where have all the hippies gone? leaders of the new world please report for duty.

money. makin the all mighty dollar. trends turned to dollar bills. cool sold on every street corner. seen in shop windows all dressed, up shiny new cool.

whats the new drug and where can i get some. have we seen the end of the drug revolution? is there any substances to exploit that havent been already? are we down to the prescription drugs now , the medicine cabinet is where we have ended up.  this isnt your parents medicine cabinet though. this cabinet contains pills in shapes and sizes once thought of only in pharmacists dreams.

boring though. where are the pills that drive a social movement. change the minds of millions. the last great drug revolution was E . raves and underground parties the breeding ground for the new revolution.well at least until the MAN put his foot down and put a stop to the fun…and it was fun.

was woodstock the end of the revolution.  capitalism will be the end of all innocent starts. is it true that a good thing never lasts?
heres what it boils down to- people are chaos in a body doing their best to keep it undercontrol.

doesnt it go something like if there were no laws in place we would all just kill each other? most likely. (although i like to think it would be just splendid really.)
and why is that the case. well i guess it would be because of things like jealously, eny, possessiveness, just plain want , need and greed.

understandable i guess. so drugs destroy these systems of control that have been so carefully established over thousands of years. and why keep these systems in place…
well to profit dummy.

i mean lets face it the government had victory in the bag when the vibe went from spiritual revolution to lets just get wasted. and so it has gone all drug bell curves such that it starts as an mind expanding experience to shutting down the mind.from thinking to not wanting to think. because the weight of society to stay the course is so heavy it makes even the strongest pioneers tired. i mean drugs are a glimpse of things unfiltered whether its mental or physical filters that are removed.

so what is the next wave  ,when all the leaders are gone who takes over. when there is no shepherd where do the sheep go. maybe we are in a spiritual lull in this country. where do you turn when a drug is no longer strong enough to take you to the promise land.  maybe the party is over and its time to get back to work. cleaning up the fucking planet and feeding the hungry , helping those in need. the stuff any party goer has to deal with after the night or weekend or week has come to an end.

maybe our standards are to high in terms of what we want. if we all just could just be happy with being ourselves and not some rock star or mega millionaire. such as those splashed on every cover or on every channel. like its what were suppose to become. statistically were better off than 99% of the entire world population. so whether you feel like it or not your at the party already. its here. now. you have a tv ? you got a car ? fuck just the fact that you can read what im writing while sipping your coffee or whatever is proof your doing OK.

overkill. its really the problem. to much is to much. less is more. moderation. when to say when. over saturation leads to a degraded experience. that can be applied to anything.  but damn dont we all want to be Rich!

we are we just cant see it.

money the drug to trump all others. the most highly addictive too.
with out it you die. with lots of it you can kill thousands. money is the gate way drug. that should be a tee shirt.

what would you do for >______< put amount in space>

i sometimes wonder really. people will do anything for it , an i mean anything. it truly is the greatest drug out there. spending it is a rush making it is a rush. people spend their every waking moment trying to make it, steal it, win it, borrow it, beg for it. either that or their just plain trying to find ways to spend it.

yep moneys not the new drug money is the drug.